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Dec. 10th, 2009 @ 11:57 pm [Svegliarsi] Yay I've got a MLS!
Just a quick note to announce that I have indeed completely and utterly
finished my Master's in Library Science degree. Last class was over at
12:15 pm today, when I'd given my presentation and handed in my last
paper.

Yay!

And my car is hopefully gonna be fixed by noon Friday so that means I
get to lug up a bunch of stuff to Highland Park, help Colin seal the
windows against the cold, and attend Tom's party Saturday. Oh, and rent
Julie and Julia :) Colin's company party is Thursday night then I'll
head down early Friday to finish packing, greet arriving family
members, wait for Colin to show up, and then graduation is Saturday
morning. And no, I'm not driving to Charlevoix directly after that but
taking the rest of my stuff to fully move in the apartment in
HP. *Then* I'll be in Charlevoix for Christmas.

So all in all, both cheerful and kind of blank. Stay tuned for what
happens in the next episode ...
happy-go-lucky me
Dec. 8th, 2009 @ 07:39 pm [Svegliarsi] it's not a rose ... SLA needs a new name
Tomorrow, the vote for whether to change the name of Special Library
Association to Association for Strategic Knowledge Professionals ends.
And I have yet to decide whether to vote yes or no. In attempts to find
out and hope that I could find someone whose words would make me jump
up and down shouting "That's it! That's what I mean! Exactly!" I am
perhaps even further from a decision. Many times I did indeed find
myself nodding in agreement but it was only sections of both pro and
con blogposts which I've posted below to hopefully consolidate my
thoughts.

Why do I even care? Someone mentioned that it's not going to change
what they do and what the organization means to them, and I agree with
that. But that's not really the point of a name change - it's about
image, both the self and the projected. I may be a quite new member
(renewing for my second year in January) but I went to the conference
this summer and I plan on only increasing my involvement and passion in
the organization.

I never really liked the name SLA - I don't like being egotistic and
saying "well those are the regular librarians - I'm studying to be
a *special* librarian" - but I understood what it meant. It made sense
when I knew the history of the association, how it grew out of a
combination of many smaller library organizations that didn't quite fit
in with the general ALA.

But, come on - ASKPro? First, I thought it was the name of a program or
some online reference librarian thing. Then I thought about how it
actually sounds to me, a hearing impaired person who frequently, well,
mishears things.

I'm all for trying to change and more accurately reflect the
organization's membership, but I agree with naysayers so much on this
choice. I don't mind that it doesn't say "library" but it will mean
it's less likely to be grouped together with the other library
organizations. Even if my job title neglects to have the
word "librarian" in it, I'm still going to consider myself a librarian,
just like many other SLA members.

The big question to me: if I was looking at professional organizations
to join, would I have joined "ASKPro?" I probably would have been even
more confused what the name meant than with SLA. Honestly, I don't
think I would have thought it was a relevant organization. But others
have probably been dissuaded from joining SLA because they thought "oh
I'm not a special librarian" when in fact they may very well be just
that but aren't aware of it because the term is so vague.

So why am I spending the time reading other thoughts and mulling over
the issue in the middle of one of the craziest weeks which include the
last bit of grad school work, getting my car fixed, first snow, dealing
with family drama, and lots of planning (holidays and moving - don't
get me started on job searching and applying)? Because the vote
deadline is less than 24 hours away. I think I'll sleep on it, but I'm
leaning towards "no." Meanwhile, time to get cracking on my very last
SLIS project due Thursday.

Quotes:

"As was pointed out in the email announcing the proposed name, John
Cotton Dana (founder of SLA, as if you didn’t know!) said in the first
place that “The name Special Libraries was chosen with some hesitation,
or rather in default of a better…”. The name doesn’t really mean much
to me, and certainly means far less to non-librarians."

http://woodsiegirl.wordpress.com/2009/10/19/am-i-a-strategic-knowledge-professional/

"What I keep coming back to though is this: simply, it is time for a
change. ... Maybe “Association for Strategic Knowledge Professionals”
will require as much explanation to non-members and non-information
professionals as SLA did, but at least they won’t have to work their
way past a set of inaccurate assumptions to begin with. ASKP is a blank
slate."

"If the new name stops people from thinking “well I can’t join that
association, it’s only for special librarians” – isn’t that a good
thing?"
http://woodsiegirl.wordpress.com/2009/12/07/sla-vote-yea-or-nay/

"As others have suggested, if the SLA has to explain to its
own *members* what the term means, there is a problem.

I think the SLA executive have to go back to the drawing board on this
one."

http://www.coolweblog.com/bilodeau/archives/005164.html

"I have queried several non-librarian friends, including attorneys at
my firm. So far, I have not had one positive response. Replies have
included:

* “What does that even mean?”
* “Sounds pompous as hell.”
* “What are you, the CIA?”

The most positive response I have received was simply that it was too
vague and the individual had no idea what it meant or who the
association would include.

I grant that everyone I have queried thus far has preferred the
proposed name to “Special Libraries Association”. But what does that
really mean? They find the proposed name pretentious, unspecific, and
challenging to say, but it’s better than what we have so we should go
for it? No. It means what so many of us have been saying for years.
“Special Libraries Association” is confusing and unclear and should be
changed. That is all."

"I do not support the proposed name, but I think “Special Libraries
Association” is no longer sufficient. I worry that we will miss this
opportunity because so many of those that strongly back a name change
can not support the proposed name. "

http://midwesterngirl.com/2009/10/23/my-lengthy-thoughts-on-the-sla-proposed-name-change/
happy-go-lucky me
Dec. 4th, 2009 @ 04:05 pm [Svegliarsi] Present grumblings, past fun, and future plans
The inner corner of my right eye itches and burns but I can't find
anything causing this. But I keep trying to ease this really annoying
problem which in turn makes my eye all watery. Also, I have lots of
congestion running down my throat which made my pill stick in my throat
and I hate it when that happens. I don't think the whole thing lodges
in there but it takes its sweet time making its way down and leaves
residue. It feels uncomfortable and makes me cringe when it burns
sometimes like when I burp or when I'm trying to flush it with water,
tea, and chicken noodle soup.

I also keep trying to work on my last two projects (each include paper
and presentation due next week) which by K standards are very
manageable but things just keep popping up that need to be dealt with.
Like my car. It's been a month since it broke down but it is very
probable that someone will come tow it back to their shop and fix it by
next weekend. So Colin's driving down for the weekend and I really hope
to make it to Tom Beck's party next Saturday.

So yeah, graduation is the 19th and I'll be moved out on the 20th. The
trips made by both me and Colin will be how stuff gets moved, and my
parents are taking big items back that we won't need, like my twin bed
and desk table. Then there's the matter of finding a job. I've done
searching but I think other than sending a resume to the most
interesting ones I've found so far, I'm not going to focus so much on
it until I've moved, at least.

Plans for post-holidays so far include possibly going to ALA's
midwinter conference in Boston mid-January, having Becca visit in
February for a couple days (yay!), going on a cruise with family early
March, going to Becca's wedding late March and Ashley's in June. Also,
Laura and Emily plan on study abroad in Europe next fall and Colin just
might have to go back to India for a period. Regardless of all that,
I'm gonna be bored on the normal days unless I can find at least some
temp/part-time/unpaid/whatever library-related thing I want to do.

Thanksgiving in Charlevoix was nice. A bit different without my mom's
parents, but still nice. I got really full and was wearing pants that
I'd made the mistake of putting through the dryer so I had to excuse
myself to go change into pajama pants. The next day, while Laura and I
are trying on clothes in JC Penny, she said Mom and she had been
wondering if I was pregnant. Um, no. Now, I don't know where they got
the idea or if the pants were at all a "clue" but, seriously? Colin
made me laugh when after I told him this he said that he was first
thinking they were worried but then remembered who my mom and sister
are and realized they were probably hoping. All in all, weird.

It was really good to spend time with William though. Hadn't seen him
since the funeral in March; it's the first time I hadn't gone home
during the summer. We had a great time watching Ice Age 3 - even my dad
watched it! There were games of Up the River (Colin finally properly
learned how to play) and Scrabble, a walk down the road, playing with
the puppies, and just general good family time. Also got to meet
Laura's boyfriend Nathan (yet another correlation between Emily and
Laura - both their boyfriends are named Nathan) and Weston's (a cousin
of mine) friend P.J. who's living with him at Brooks Hill and has a job
at Applebee's.

On the drive up and down Michigan we stopped both times to visit Emily
who had to stay for an exam the next week and couldn't make it to
Duluth for Thanksgiving. I also had the ingenious idea of reading
Sherlock Holmes stories to Colin while he drove. That's how drives
usually work out - since I can't have a conversation with him while I'm
driving without apparently making him nervous he does the driving while
I do the entertaining such as reading or crossword puzzles. Oh and
trying to navigate (we always end up taking detours but neither of us
mind too much).

I suppose you might be wondering why I used the time to write an entry
instead of a paper - mostly, it's because I felt like I needed to get a
bunch of the thoughts swirling in my head not paper-related out of the
way. I had to write a packing list with what goes on the first, second,
or third trips just to stop gazing around the room wondering. I think
I"ll aim for a chunk of paper writing and then a walk in the sunshine,
but it depends on when and if they're towing the car today. Meanwhile,
send me some academic focusing power, if you've got any to spare.
happy-go-lucky me
Nov. 23rd, 2009 @ 08:00 pm [Svegliarsi] It's all part of a big circle
Random thought: I was taking a pill from the bottle when I remembered
dreaming about doing that very thing a few nights ago, but in the dream
there were a lot less pills in the bottle. So I wondered: "Was I
dreaming of the past or the future if it's a cyclical action?"

After posting that last entry, I went over to LJ, which I hardly ever
do since I have linked to my blogger account in a way that whatever I
post in blogger will show up in LJ. I was curious to see just how much
posting the LJ friends still did and I found that Joanne was easily the
most frequent blogger. I don't miss much though, since I have her blog
as a subscription in Google Reader along with other blogs that don't
consistently mark their entries as private (I hope that doesn't creep
you out, Joanne).

Then I learned a couple of surprising bits of information, namely that
the feeling that I've had an LJ account forever is proved by the date
of my first entry: January 12, 2004. That's a really long time ago,
people. Since then, I might not have been the most consistent blogger,
but I still managed to write 264 journal entries - this will be my
265th.

I also noticed that I'd updated my location to Bloomington, but my bio
is still original, as evidenced by this section: "Yes, I like to hike.
I also like many other things but I can't think of them right now ...
oh there's something about being a K College sophomore history major
somewhere in there ..." I clicked on the "edit" button, then realized I
really didn't care what it said and who would read it anyway?

Watching the NASA Atlantis shuttle launch about two weeks ago was
pretty neat. I saw a news article via google news about it last night
and decided to check out the twitter activity. NASA allowed 101
twitterers to have special access near the base, to interview and be
interviewed, and they even got a wave from the astronauts as they drove
past in the van on the way to the shuttle. I started getting ready for
the launch soon after I got up around 10, intending to make sure I had
a good video feed that'd work for linux and to have the right websites
to bounce back and forth on, but then it was addicting watching the
pre-launch and before I knew it, four hours flew by and the shuttle was
in space. Whoops. I guess there are worse addictions ... (While it was
nice of Chris to not mind changing the channel downstairs to NASA
minutes before the launch, it was annoying that he interrupted my
moment of awe by shouting "I didn't know it was going to launch NOW!
You said pre-launch! I thought you meant like an hour more!")

Two weekends ago was the house party. I wasn't really looking forward
to it but I was very relieved that Colin managed to be down here that
weekend otherwise I probably would've caved into the temptation just to
hole back up in my room and watch movies instead. I'm not anti-social;
spending hours in a dimly lit rooms reeking of alcohol and beer and
filled with mostly people I don't know just doesn't appeal to me. But
it turned out to be fun, especially when we burned all the crappy deck
chairs and table in the fire pit, even with the really rude guy who
kept saying and doing things that made me just downright despise him.
I *will* take offense when you purposely knock the cup of water out of
my hand that I'd gotten for someone I care about who had just been
throwing up. That's all I'm saying on that subject.

So since my car is still out of commission (yes, at least partly my
fault there but I can only pester someone so much if they're doing me a
favor), I had to determine how I was going to get to Charlevoix for
Thanksgiving. I hadn't been to my hometown or seen my brother since the
funeral in March - this year was the first time I had not made it home
during the summer. As long as I made it to Chicago, Colin and I would
drive the rest of the way in his car.

I hadn't missed any classes this semester except the first one (was
still en route from India) so I was perfectly okay with missing one
class (tomorrow) especially since I honestly find that course boring.
Also, the last couple of weeks I've been on-and-off sick with viruses
so even when I wished for nothing more but to stay in bed, I always
dragged myself to class after deeming myself not that sick after all.
It's unusual for me to do that, believe it or not. Last Wednesday night
I registered a fever on the thermometer but mostly just felt really
tired the next morning and did just fine. I think being stuck at the
house except for classes was huge motivator.

So I looked up flights and found that if Chris was willing to drive me
to the Memorial Union on campus, I could get shuttle bus and roundtrip
flights for just about 200. So I did. Now I find myself sitting on
Colin's couch, waiting to pick him up from work and watch Heroes during
a spaghetti dinner. When we were out for lunch, we both noticed we felt
like I had to leave to head south soon, which has always been the case.
Ok, so technically I could have left this afternoon, gone to class, and
then driven back before leaving for a night in Kalamazoo on Wednesday
but it sure wasn't worth it.

This entry's been slowly written ever since I posted the last one. I
just need to realize short entries are not only just fine but in fact
preferred ...
happy-go-lucky me
Nov. 11th, 2009 @ 03:08 pm [Svegliarsi] The short version of the story of the last 2.5 months
Lately, I've been feeling a strange disconnect between what I do and
think and what the reality is. Every time I've felt the urge to blog
about something, I start thinking about all the other things I haven't
and/or should write about. Not that there's any real rules to blogging.
I spend a lot of time on my computer and then forcing myself to avoid
it as long as possible, which is not very long usually since almost
everything in my life is to some extent online now: friends, Colin,
school, entertainment, boring things like paying bills. It's kind of
scary, actually. Oh, and yes - I have finally given in and joined
Twitter, as part of this crazy idea I got last week to start using
Remember the Milk. You can find me as "deafelephant" although (at least
for now) you'll have to subscribe to me (or whatever the action's
called) to see my tweets because I'm keeping things private.

-- A couple technological "side" notes --
1) Remember the Milk is actually kind of hard to describe; calling it
an online to do list doesn't do it justice. You can have it send you
reminders daily and/or at "deadlines" via SMS, email, or IM what you
should be doing (I have it set to send a reminder 15 mins before
anything with a deadline so I know when a show will be on TV). You can
send items too - I find this very useful. You make multiples lists,
such as by project or place to do them. And these are just the basics.
Other than keeping track of school projects, books and movies to read
and see, creative ideas, and everything else I can think of that I have
to do or keep track of, my Big Idea is to set up an efficient food
system, including what I have, links to recipes, and what I need to
buy. Since I intend to avoid real meal planning and still have the
flexibility to decide what I really feel like eating, this is going to
be even more challenging. However, I think this will actually pay off
in the end; I hate being hungry and wracking my brain trying to think
what food I have all the way down in the kitchen. Go ahead and call me
a cataloguing geek. Overall, I've decided to use RTM because I don't
want to always carry my notebook (especially into a store), I need a
place to also store links with notes I make, this will be incentive to
carry my phone and keep it charged, and like I said, everything I do is
pretty much online that paper to-do lists and schedules don't make much
sense, no matter how much they've saved me in the past.

2) I've also moved a bit more into cloud computing, even as the general
tech world is increasingly ignoring it. This is not because I have a
netbook or that I use linux (although the characteristics of someone
with these might carry over). I just need an easier way to backup stuff
and to get at it, especially since I've found myself both copying a
document to my thumbdrive *and* emailing it to myself so I can print it
off at school. One acronym librarians like is LOCKSS (lots of copies
keeps stuff safe). Thus, I've started using pote.com as an insanely
simple online word processor (two drawbacks: no footnotes and no
straightforward downloading and saving as word). I've got about a
gazillion documents in Google Docs, but have been moving away from it
more and more because I don't like the interface. Heck, I hate using
most word processors, online or offline, especially the Windows Vista
MS Word. My problem is probably that I'm just too picky.

2b) I have an external hard drive (quite old in hard drive time) but I
rarely use it for backups. I make a valiant effort to backup
periodically which usually is every 3 to 6 months but this is not
enough for safe keeping. I'm always nervous about losing the stuff I'm
currently working on. After countless Blue Screens of Death and
complete failure then total wipe or even complete physical replacement
of the hard drive in my ThinkPad, I can't think why I despise Windows
and am paranoid of having only one copy of something accessible. In any
case, I've tried online storage options, never liked any of them, and
since I'm trying to keep from giving *everything* to Google, I've kept
looking. Solution: dropbox.com - I love it so far. There is no need to
manually check to make sure that the most current versions of files are
there or insert new ones; it automatically syncs when you connect to
the internet. You can also access and edit things from any computer
with internet access. It Just Works.
-- end side notes --

I also feel like not much actually happens in my day-to-day life but
when I look back over recent weeks I realize it'd take hours just to
tell you what's happened. And I don't mean "well, this day I took a
shower and didn't used conditioner and this day I did use conditioner"
but the more (hopefully) interesting tidbits, like how my car broke
down on my way back to B-town the Monday night before last and the
future of my car is looking quite bleak. I made it back safely, even if
it was after midnight and my housemate came and picked me up in
Martinsville, with only 25 miles further to go. This weekend Colin was
a big help when we towed my car back to the house. If you ever need to
do non-local car-towing, definitely check out U-Haul. From extensive
online research, I knew it was going to be just over 100 dollars for
self-towing as opposed to easily 250 to 300 with a towing company.

Since then, I've been more housebound than ever, unable to hop in my
car and drive to the coffee shop or the grocery store. I had been
making a point to try to get out every day, which doesn't always happen
but it was a good thing for me to do. I'm trying to limit how much I
depend on my housemates for rides and fortunately I only have the two
class periods per week, although I did need to get prescriptions filled
last Wednesday.

As for groceries, I've been doing perfectly fine without having to go
to the store, apart from picking up milk when getting prescriptions and
when Colin and I went shopping for the hors d'ouevres smorgasbord
impromptu party. I tend to get more than I immediately need of any food
I buy, usually sticking to a rule of "need one, get two." I'm really
quite bad at making decisions sometimes; I'm the girl you see standing
forever in front of a section because she can't figure out if she
should get the cheapest, the bulk, or the quality (bulk isn't always
the cheapest in pennies per ounce and sometimes I only want a little so
it would actually be overall price that I'm looking at). So if I'm
getting one of something, I save myself from twice the grief by getting
two. Anyway, I've got quite a strange stockpile and although I've run
out of eggs (some things I don't buy two of: eggs and milk), I'm using
this as a good kick in the pants to finally use some of this stuff up,
especially things I remember migrating from my apartment in May.

Currently, it's sunny and gorgeous out but I've got this sniffly
sickness being nursed by a pot of cooling tea and a box of kleenex.
It's one of those times when I feel driven to be uber-productive while
I'm sick and I'm trying to rein it in so I don't keep wearing myself
out. I might have to take a short slow walk outside just for sanity's
sake though. But as for the dishwasher, maybe someone else will unload
it after I started it and did the overflow of dishes by hand last night
but I'm not overly optimistic nor does it bother me too much. Not even
finding really old leftovers in tupperware with thriving colonies in
the fridge bothers me much. Now, someone stealing and drinking my big
bottle of pepsi for what is very clearly my part of the pantry, that
annoys me, but I keep in mind it had been open for a couple days before
it went missing so they got flat warm pepsi.

Okay, that's enough talking for now. Guess I'll have to actually get to
what I was going to say in another post.
happy-go-lucky me
Aug. 28th, 2009 @ 10:21 am [Svegliarsi] Golconda and Delhi
I've been typing up my journal most of the day and have found that it
is very long, even for just the four busy days, one spent at Golconda
Fort and three in Delhi/Agra. I've doubled my journal up to 17
single-spaced pages. I certainly wouldn't want any of you to ever feel
obligated to read it all, so I'm going to do the best I can to
copy/paste just enough and not too much. Also, I've posted some
pictures on my photobucket account which can be found here
http://s2.photobucket.com/albums/y46/deafelephant/India/.

Friday‭ ‬21‭ ‬August‭ ‬2009
Today I finally felt up for a solo adventure beyond the half hour walk
around the hotel and not so tethered to the hotel bathroom.‭ ‬Early
afternoon,‭ ‬I struck out for Golconda Fort which is southwest of the
city and on the highest hill in the area.‭ ‬The fort has lots of
interesting history,‭ ‬which I read about in‭ “‬Hyderabad:‭ ‬A Biography‭” ‬but
I won't go too much into that. It was initially the place the king of
the area lived before he moved into Hyderabad.‬ It was a very safe place
where the natives were able to hold out against the Moghals, led by
Aurangazeb, for eight months until someone within the fort betrayed
them.‭

The ride to the fort was somewhere between‭ ‬30‭ ‬and‭ ‬60‭ ‬minutes and quite
bumpy‭; ‬my lower back hurt the next day.‭ ‬While walking up to the ticket
counter,‭ ‬a man approached and helped me without asking then walked me
past the gate towards the fort entrance.‭ ‬He gave me some of the history
and interesting details of the fort,‭ ‬while I was asking‭ “‬What‭?” ‬the
whole time.‭ ‬Finally,‭ ‬he said he'd give me a tour for Rs‭ ‬600‭ (‬which is
way more than the guidebook said‭) ‬and when I pointed out I have trouble
understanding him he said he would speak louder.‭ ‬He then proceeded to
speak quite loud at the sign with a map of the interior,‭ ‬pointing out
the different things.‭ ‬Then we proceeded to just inside the gate where
there was a‭ ‬2‭ ‬meter square area where you could clap and hear the
multiple sudden vibration from the specially designed ceiling.‭ ‬There
used to be eight gates at the fort and this clapping could be heard at
any of them from any of them which was a crucial part of the fort's
effectiveness‭ – ‬the ability to instantly alert for intruders.‭ ‬Then he
asked again if I wanted the tour and I tried to decline as politely as
I could.‭ ‬

I noticed another potential guide walking towards us just as the first
guy was walking away and I pretended not to notice him while I
continued to walk at a moderate pace away.‭ ‬He finally caught up to me
after calling‭ “‬Madam‭!” ‬a few times but not loud enough that it seemed
rude that I didn't‭ “‬notice.‭” ‬He then started giving me a tour and led
me to this stone weighing‭ ‬500‭ ‬pounds and kept insisting‭ “‬You want to
try lifting it‭?” ‬I kept saying‭ “‬Uh no,‭ ‬I know I can't budge it.‭ ‬What's
the point‭?” ‬Finally,‭ ‬I gave in and gave it a tug.‭ ‬I actually felt some
movement but I could tell the guy got a kick out of seeing a skinny
white woman trying to move it.‭ ‬He said that it used to be required to
lift it in order to join the army.‭

‬We slowly made out way towards the other end of the lower part of the
fort.‭ ‬I kept insisting I only had Rs‭ ‬100‭ (‬I did have‭ ‬500‭ ‬more but it
was for emergencies‭) ‬and I didn't really want a tour anyway.‭ ‬I tried to
exhibit that I knew the history of the fort and I was unimpressed that
it was three whole kilometres to walk the main trail inside of the fort
but he wasn't dissuaded.‭ ‬He seemed to think that he could speak perfect
English and that I was the one who had trouble understanding and
speaking it which was both annoying and humorous to me.‭ ‬I kept trying
to mention that I was hearing impaired,‭ ‬hard of hearing,‭ ‬but he simply
refused to believe me even when I was totally lost at what words he was
trying to use.‭ ‬Yet he stuck to me like a tick and I finally agreed I'd
give him the‭ ‬100‭ ‬if he gave me a partial tour which included the
Princess's palace.‭

‬He took my picture a few times in different places,‭ ‬showed me where you
could flick at taut clothing and hear it amplified,‭ ‬where the room
under the king's bedroom which was the guest room had special acoustics
so you could hear a whisper from the opposite corner and the king could
hear every word said in the room from his room.‭ ‬He also pointed out a
shelf-like second floor where the scribes would write the official
business down and store the writing‭ ‬-‭ “‬They had to be short‭!” ‬to be
able to fit comfortably up there.‭ ‬It was the only time I made a
successful comment‭ “‬Oh the library‭!” ‬He of course didn't know I was a
librarian but he responded humorously.‭

Finally,‎ ‏we were done with the palace and he mentioned that the path to
the top started just ahead,‭ ‬after the entrance to the tunnel leading to
Charminar,‭ ‬and I was to come down the other way.‭ ‬I gave him the‭ ‬100‭ ‬and
he gave me back my pen‭ (‬he used to write numbers down on his hand so I
could understand them‭) ‬but not without acting ripped off and indignant.‭
‬He had offered to do the whole tour for Rs‭ ‬200‭ ‬but I sternly reminded
him I only had‭ ‬100.‭ ‬There was even a whole‭ “‬well,‭ ‬there's an atm,‭ ‬well,‭
‬you could take me back to the hotel and pay me,‭ ‬well,‭ ‬the driver would
certainly have money you could give me‭” ‬but I was just like‭ “‬No.‭”
‬Finally,‭ ‬I struck out for the top without him,‭ ‬fully expecting to be
bombarded by yet another hopeful guide.‭

Surprisingly,‭ ‬no one approached me after that to offer me their
services.‭ ‬A teenaged girl asked me if her friend could take a picture
of me and her.‭ ‬I was confused but deciding there was no harm in it,‭
‬went along with it.‭ ‬They giggled after taking it and then another
friend asked for the same which I again obliged before continuing
upwards.‭ ‬Everyone stared at me,‭ ‬even more so than I'd noticed within
the city.‭ ‬I wasn't wearing anything provocative,‭ ‬just long pants and
loose short-sleeved shirt.‭ ‬I did see two white men who were with
guides.‭ ‬One of them was quite out of shape and wore shorts yet for some
reason seemed to think I was the one deserving the stares.‭ ‬There were
at least half a dozen other instances of people taking my picture.‭ ‬I
didn't really mind‭; ‬they did ask and were polite about it.‭ ‬Between the
stares and the pictures I did start to internally grumble and wonder if
they had come to see me or the fort.

‬I kept snapping pictures as I went up‭ – ‬I had to stop often anyway to
rest,‭ ‬drink water,‭ ‬and make sure I didn't overheat.‭ ‬The view at the top
was spectacular.‭ I had no idea where and what things I was seeing but I
had a vague idea of where the center of Hyderabad was.‭ On the way down,‭
‬I walked behind a little girl who went down every step by herself.‭ ‬She
was very cute and I managed to take a candid shot of her and her
mother.‭ ‬I saw the building where Ramdas was held‭ (‬that did have walls
and doors‭) ‬and the Qutub Shahi Mosque‭ (‬name of the rulers who created
and resided in Golconda‭)‬.

When I reached the entrance at the bottom of the hill again,‭ ‬I saw a
man who looked familiar and who seemed to recognize me.‭ ‬I was planning
on calling the driver from my cellphone but then I realized this just
might be him.‭ ‬After following him‭ (‬he was going my way anyway‭) ‬and he
mentioned that would bring the car around,‭ ‬I figured out that it was
the driver.‭ ‬Indians don't exactly all look alike,‭ ‬but there's so many
of them they tend to run together in my mind.‭ ‬He asked where I wanted
to go next and I wearily said‭ “‬Back to the hotel.‭” ‬I was relieved to
make it back and just be able to sit and rest with no one staring at me.

Saturday‭ ‬22‭ ‬August‭ ‬2009
Colin came home later than usual Friday night.‭ ‬We were planning on
taking a‭ ‬5‭ ‬am flight to Delhi with Prashant.‭ ‬However,‭ ‬we ran into a lot
of hurdles,‭ ‬which I don't want to recount here. There were times when
both of us,‭ ‬already tired from very little sleep during the night,‭
‬almost decided to call the whole thing off.‭ But we slept uncomfortably
on the two hour flight and landed in Delhi with no further mishaps.‭
‬Saturday we drove around seeing the highlights of the city with
Prashant narrating.‭ ‬I caught a glimpse of a monkey sitting on top of
the fence on the way into the city.‭ ‬There was also a parade of statues
depicting Mahatma Gandhi and some of his prominent followers walking in
a line.

The first stop was near the President's Estate and Secretariat
buildings.‭ ‬It was hot and everything was blocked off so we didn't
linger long and just took some pictures in front of the gate.‭ ‬Clearly
visible was the India Gate with Rajpath,‭ ‬which reminds me of DC's Mall,‭
‬in between.‭ ‬We drove over to India Gate and had a longer time standing
around it and taking pictures.‭ ‬The gate is a tribute to the Indian
soldiers who died in World War I.‭ ‬Next,‭ ‬we stopped at‭ ‬Humayun's Tomb.‭
‬The tombs are strange here‭ – ‬there's a wall surrounding gardens and
waterways that are symmetrical‭ ‬and in the center is a big structure
which is open-air and contains the tombs.‭ ‬I really didn't like figuring
out that a dark slab hanging from one of the archways was a huge bee's
nest.‭ ‬Colin took pictures of it and said he could hear the faint
humming from way down‭ (‬thankfully‭) ‬to where we stood.

Prashant had a relative who owned a clothing shop so we visited it.‭
“‬Visiting‭” ‬is a much more appropriate word for what one does when they
go to a higher end shop or bazaar in India than most shops in the U.S.‭
‬They always greet you,‭ ‬show you around,‭ ‬and incessantly suggest what
you should buy.‭ ‬They will ask if you want a drink for free‭ (‬with the
expectation that you will be spending a lot anyway‭) ‬and will bring you
tea or coffee.‭ ‬Needless to say,‭ ‬this can be really stressful especially
if you're not that into shopping for clothes,‭ ‬which neither of us are.‭
‬They tried to find something for Colin but not for long before they
asked me what pretty things I wanted.‭ ‬As for fabric and colors,‭ ‬I've
always known what I like and don't like so it didn't take long to pick
out a red and blue fabric with gold patterned border.‭ ‬When asking how
much a shirt would be,‭ ‬Prashant decided that it was ridiculously priced
and then there was a long discussion between him and the shop owner
while Colin and I sat there nervously drinking our coffee.‭ ‬The price
remained and Prashant was still skeptical but he and Colin both agreed
I had picked out something that was very nice for me so in the end we
ordered the shirt which was promised to be at the hotel that night.


We hadn't had breakfast,‭ ‬so Prashant took us to lunch in Connaught
Place,‭ ‬which is the central hub of the city before we made our last
tourist stop of the day at Sadfarjang's Tomb.‭ ‬Prashant voted to stay in
the air conditioned car while we went into the nearly isolated tombs.‭
‬It wasn't as big and impressive as Humayun's but it was still nice and
had been modeled after Humayun's with the same Mughal garden layout.‭

The hotel was more extravagant than we'd expected. I really liked the
shower which was roomy and the water drizzled down from the center.‭ ‬We
slept like logs for about three hours before the person with the shirt
rang our bell.‭ ‬I tried it on‭ – ‬it was very hard to get over my head and
shoulders because it wasn't roomy nor did it stretch at all.‭ ‬It looked
very nice but I determined I wouldn't be able to wear it for long
periods of time because arm movement was quite restricted.‭

We went downstairs for dinner at a restaurant called‭ ‬24/7.‭ ‬I had
lasagna which actually came with real beef.‭ ‬It tasted different but the
fact that there was any was astounding.‭ ‬We also shared a glass of wine
which we hadn't had in India yet and it was a pretty good merlot.‭ ‬Then‭
‬we went back up to the room,‭ ‬showered,‭ ‬and fell into bed.‭

Sunday‭ ‬23‭ ‬August‭ ‬2009
We were so tired and weren't looking forward to the long bus ride to
Agra when we woke up.‭ ‬Again,‭ ‬we went through the same process of
wondering if it was worth it.‭ ‬And yes,‭ ‬it turned out just like Saturday
had‭; ‬the trip to Agra was worth it.‭ ‬In the hotel lobby we were given
our breakfast boxes and then introduced to a fellow traveler,‭ ‬Almira.‭
‬She was from NYC and it was so nice to be able to have a real
conversation with someone without straining to understand and be
understood but on the other hand,‭ ‬I'm not a morning person so it was a
struggle to keep up with the peppy Almira.‭ She was in India doing
research for a book and had spent the past week riding in ambulances in
Mumbai.‭ ‬She would be going to Hyd Monday but we didn't see any chance
that she'd have time to meet up with me or both of us while she was
there.

The bus was really a van with‭ ‬11‭ ‬seats.‭ ‬We were the first ones on,‭
‬along with an elderly white man from our hotel who turned out to be
Bolivian.‭ ‬We picked up other tourist‭ (‬all white‭) ‬from various high-end
hotels‭ – ‬one more man and four other women.‭ ‬The third man who was
Israeli named Rudy.‭ ‬The other tourists were characters and created
continuous exasperating amusement for Colin and me‭ (‬you know the type -‭
‬tourists who think they are better than anyone else‭)‬.

On the six-hour bus ride to Agra,‭ ‬we stopped at the Jaigurudey Temple.‭
‬It wasn't immediately clear what it was and I admit to wondering if it
was the Taj Mahal‭ (‬it was white and had domes‭!)‬,‭ ‬but realized it
couldn't be since it was right next to the road‭ (‬I had read there was a
perimeter around the Taj Mahal where no motorized vehicles were
allowed‭) ‬and didn't strike me as overly big.‭ ‬We didn't go inside,‭ ‬only
stopped to take pictures from the side of the road.

When we finally reached Agra,‭ ‬we picked up our tour guide before
reaching the Taj Mahal.‭ ‬I'm not sure what I can say about it‭ – ‬the best
writers in the world have tried and failed,‭ ‬so who am I kidding‭? ‬It was
big.‭ ‬It was white.‭ ‬It was hot.‭ ‬It was fairly crowded.‭ ‬I did like the
idea that the entrance was known as‭ “‬the lady's burqa‭” ‬since the Taj
Mahal is the mausoleum of a queen.‭ ‬An interesting connection‭ – ‬the king
which was very in love with his queen had the Taj Mahal built for her
when she died.‭ ‬His son was Aurangazeb,‭ ‬who wasn't a very nice guy.‭ ‬He
imprisoned his father in the more loved daughter's quarters in Agra
Fort,‭ ‬from which he could see Taj Mahal until he died.‭ ‬Aurangazeb was
the Mughal who took Golconda Fort.

One of the more unique experiences was that Colin noticed some markings
on many of the stones.‭ ‬Though we never found out for sure,‭ ‬we suspect
they were the marks people put on them when they moved them to build
the Taj Mahal so that it was clear which ones were theirs and how much
was owed them‭ (‬similar to cattle branding‭)‬.‭

Throughout Delhi,‭ ‬we'd noticed creatures that look like chipmunks but
are distinctly different especially the flat striped bushy tail‭.‭ ‬Their
body build is different as are the stripes on their backs.

Lunch was at a hotel. Almira couldn't eat because she was fasting for
Ramadan which had started the night before. Her parents are Muslims who
immigrated from Turkey. She made up some food to eat after the sun went
down on our busride back to Delhi. Next we were taken to a marble
place, where they inlay colorful stone patterns into marble. Afterwards
we were ushered (herded) into the showcase rooms. The first had these
huge elephants and I said to Colin - in jest, mind you "Wanna take a
baby elephant home?" He mentioned something else about them and then we
were stuck in one of the shopkeepers' snares - "Oh you want elephant!
Follow me! Come! Come!" And we get dragged through a series of rooms to
one where there are much smaller elephants. I don't remember their
price but it was certainly higher than we wanted to spend anyway. The
shopkeeper played with the elephants, moving them and making soft
trumpeting noises. "No, sorry," we repeated many times. Then we got
pushed to other things and almost had to go to the second level where
they had textiles but then - oh darn! Look at that, a power out! and we
skedaddled away back to the bus as fast as we could. We wondered where
the other people were and then finally they came back on the bus,
saying they had been waiting for us and thinking we were still inside
somewhere. Only one person got something.

Next, we made our way to Agra Fort. It was red and nice - and there
were ‬monkeys‭! You could see the ‬Taj Mahal from where the builder viewed
it while he was imprisoned in one of his daughter's quarters by his son
Aurangazeb. The king had two princesses with different quarters‭ – ‬one
marble,‭ ‬one plaster. It was an unmistakable way to show that he liked
one more than another. The girl who had bought something from the
marble place had it in her backpack which accidentally opened up and
dropped the marble on the stone floor. It had been package in
bubblewrap and they had promised us that it would be safe. Well, oops -
part of it chipped despite the wrapping. On our way back to the bus, we
were mobbed by very pushy people trying to sell us souvenirs. Rudy did
buy something from one of them and ran onto the bus but the rest of
them weren't dissuaded and kept trying to sell him more things even
after the bus started moving, sticking their hands through the door.
Colin had some fun with them while we walked to the bus. To some
game: "Sorry I don't know how to play that game." To the weird wooden
snake: "I don't have an enemy I hate that much." but the best was Rudy
who yelled "I don't know how to read!" to one of them as we were trying
to drive away. After we went back to the marble place so the girl could
get her item replaced, we dropped off the guide and headed back to
Delhi. The ride back was shorter, less than five hours, and we had a
nice dinner with Almira before heading off to bed.

Monday‭ ‬24‭ ‬August‭ ‬2009
If any of you know much about Delhi and are wondering if we made it to
the Red Fort,‭ ‬we weren't able to, unfortunately.‭ ‬It was closed for some
reason during the time we were there but we did get to see it from the
outside while whizzing by in the car.‭ ‬However,‭ ‬I confess that I have
already fused the memories of Red Fort and Agra Fort‭ (‬they're both
forts and they're both red‭) ‬in my mind so there's nothing I can say
about it except that if I ever do go back to Delhi,‭ ‬it will be at the
top of my list of places to visit.‭

What we did do today was go shopping.‭ ‬Colin had stomach trouble in the
morning so we took our time before heading out. ‬We knew that the
shopping areas were not very far from the Lalit Hotel‭ (‬the francophones
among you will know that means‭ “‬the bed‭”) ‬so we had planned to walk
there.‭ ‬Just outside the hotel gate,‭ ‬a man walked up to us and offered
us a ride to the Central Cottage Industry Symposium for a low price.‭ ‬We
agreed and I got my first autorickshaw ride.‭ ‬Shopping here made the
first shopping experience with Prashant seem easy‭ – ‬we ended up getting
a bit more than we would have liked and by the end I was so tired of
making decisions but we were mostly satisfied with what we got.‭ ‬I can't
really say what we got because that would spoil the surprise of many
Christmas presents‭!

Colin and I decided to dump our driver and walk the rest of the day.‎ ‏He
insisted that it was dangerous to walk in the city‭ (‬not during the
daytime‭) ‬and that people would put poop on our shoes and then demand a
ridiculous amount of money to clean it off‭ (‬which didn't happen‭)‬.‭ ‬This
was dramatic‭; ‬we asked to be dropped off at a corner which turned out
to be further north‭ (‬further from the hotel‭) ‬than he told us it was and
he acted‭ ‬...‭ ‬well,‭ ‬I don't know how to describe it but Colin suggested
that he seemed‭ “‬ sad that he didn't completely fleece us like the silly
tourists we are‭?”‬ But we wouldn't have any of it‭; ‬he had repeatedly
said‭ “‬Pay me whatever you like at the end of the trip‭ – ‬100,‭ ‬200,‭
‬whatever.‭” ‬Colin way overpaid him with‭ ‬200‭ ‬and‭ ‬the driver hadn't even
taken us to the hotel and since Colin had used the auto rickshaws in
Hyd,‭ ‬he knew the driver had no right to even pretend to be ripped off.‭

After that,‭ ‬people started coming up to us appearing friendly and
wanting to help.‭ ‬We quickly learned that they lied to us and gave us
the wrong directions to the circle.‭ ‬While we were walking,‭ ‬I kept
feeling like we were going the opposite direction and that the
Connaught Place circle was behind us.‭ ‬Turned out I was right and we
warded off all other attempts to‭ “‬help‭” ‬us.‭ ‬I had really wanted to go
to a handmade paper store and we got close then asked a guard where it
was.‭ ‬I zeroed in on picking things out quickly while Colin diverted the
shopkeepers.‭ ‬When they asked what he wanted he said‭ “‬Oh,‭ ‬no,‭ ‬this is
her domain.‭ ‬She knows what she's doing.‭ ‬She's a librarian,‭ ‬after all.‭”
‬I got my journal to put with my Italian one.‭ ‬The Indian one is covered
in dry grass and the Italian one is leather and I have no idea if I'll
ever use either - I think it's a way to tell myself there are more
memories to be made if I ever revisit the countries.‭ ‬I got another one
because I really liked the cover but I'll probably use it.‭ ‬The walk
back was extremely hot and it turned out that we hadn't had enough
water so I was very glad to sit in the cool lobby and drink water until
we had to make our way to the airport.

The flight back was late but never listed as "delayed." They switched
terminals but right when we were supposed to be boarding they were
boarding people for a different flight and the previously assigned gate
started boarding for somewhere else too. There were actually a lot of
white people on our flight, including a guy that I commented looked
like was from Kansas. He was taller than Colin and younger with blonde
hair, cargo shorts, and converse sneakers. And he looked lost and more
worried than we were. Finally, we got on our plane and made it back to
Hyd an hour late. I couldn't sleep on the plane so I finished "Eat,
Love, Pray" (which is a great book). We had some trouble finding our
driver. There was some stormy weather while we were flying and it was
raining on the drive to the hotel. It was good to finally be back and
catch up on some sleep.
happy-go-lucky me
Aug. 18th, 2009 @ 10:15 am [Svegliarsi] Nothing terribly exciting, but an update nonetheless
I haven't written lately because there hasn't been a lot to say; I've
spent most of the past week dealing with stomach problems. Sometimes I
felt okay for a few hours but I never trusted myself to stray too far
from the hotel bathroom. Toilets here are interesting; the one in the
hotel is “European style,” which means a regular kind of flush toilet
we're used to. “Indian toilets,” which I haven't actually seen or used
yet, are much more primitive and require you to squat. There is also
either toilet paper which you use and put in a separate place (not in
the toilet) or a way to use your hand and water. I haven't been eager
to experience using these bathrooms with the diarrhea I've had.

This past weekend, after spending nearly all of the week in the hotel,
we had planned to go out and do something, but once again, we weren't
able to. It seemed that we were rotating who was feeling sick and who
was just fine. We did manage to have dinner on Sunday night with Fazal
(Colin's coworker who had previously been working in Chicago and will
come back in October when his visa is valid again). It was nice to see
a somewhat familiar face, even though I'd only met him once while he
was in Chicago.

I spend most of the time reading; my . It's great that the TV stations
already has captions put on Western movies in English since the TV does
not have a way to turn on the captions, but I don't watch much; it's
usually the same movies repeatedly such as “Fantastic Four: The Silver
Surfer.” We have watched “Bee Movie,” “

We've ordered room service a few times. It is actually much cheaper
than eating in the restaurant downstairs. There is continental
breakfast buffet in the morning and I always get a hardboiled egg as
part of my meal. The coffee is interesting; it appears to be very
strong coffee which is brewed and then when someone orders it, they put
some in a cup with steamed milk. It is very different but definitely
tasty.

Most food is traditional Indian food, but they do attempt to make
American or European cuisine. “French toast” is bizarre – it is two
slim pieces of slightly toasted bread with a thin layer of red jelly in
between them. The pasta is okay, but just don't expect it to be great.
On the room service menu there are choices for hamburgers but they
never eat beef here so the choices are vegetarian and turkey. I've
eaten these before the trip and am not a big fan of them, but might get
one just to try it.

I've been slowly feeling better, so hopefully, at the very least I will
be able to enjoy the weekend in Delhi and at the Taj Mahal. We plan to
fly there Saturday morning with Prashant (Colin's boss) to see some of
Delhi. On Sunday, after Prashant leaves to go back to Chicago, we'll
make our way to the Taj Mahal before flying back that night to
Hyderabad.

Yesterday it rained constantly. There has been very little rain during
this monsoon season in the area, which they heavily depend upon for
their crops, so the rain was definitely welcome. I tried to take
pictures of the rain but if you've ever tried to do that, you'll know
that it's hard to do. I noticed a small boy run out onto the balcony in
one of the apartments across from us when it first started raining
midday. He stuck his hand out between the bars, trying to feel the
drops. Soon his mother followed him, holding a bowl and a spoonful of
food, coaxing him back inside to continue eating lunch.

The rain did cause problems though; Colin wasn't able to get home until
about 10 pm last night. The roads and traffic were disastrous. Colin
usually doesn't get home until sometime after eight but the car leaves
the hotel no earlier than 9:30 in the morning. It was expected that he
would have long hours but it should be easier to get home when Prashant
leaves because then Colin can come back without waiting for him. Even
then, he'll most likely spend most of the evening working, but I've
told him that's much better than him coming back so late.

Tonight we're going out with Prashant to a Chinese restaurant. I'm
eager to have non-Indian food, see what Chinese food is like here, but
most of all get the chance to leave the hotel.
happy-go-lucky me
Aug. 10th, 2009 @ 08:34 am [Svegliarsi] First Indian Experiences
4-6 August 2009 Tuesday-Thursday
Traveling to Hyderabad, India
The trip has been an overwhelming experience. I feel like I am still
arriving. Our 777 took off from O'Hare at 7:20 pm on Tuesday (August 4)
night and lasted 14 hours and 40 minutes. We were lucky and got to
change our seats to window and aisle in the back (Section 3) of the
plane instead of seats which would have let Colin have an aisle and me
one of the middle seats.
We were able to see many places on our flight despite sleeping, it
being dark, or having the window closed most of the time. The sun was
just barely set when we started our mostly northward journey over
Wisconsin, Lake Michigan, Traverse City, Charlevoix, Mackinac Island,
the Soo, and onwards through the vast Canadian wilderness, peering down
at the landscape of lights shimmering in the enveloping darkness. I was
so excited to be able to spot what was below us by the shape of the
land defined by the lakes. "Lake Ann, where Aunt Bobbie has a cabin, is
one of those itty bitty lakes right there." "I can see Becca's house!
Well, not really, but I know it's right in there." I was worried I
wouldn't be able to see Charlevoix, but sure enough, there was the
tell-tale cluster of Round Lake and Lake Charlevoix, with Beaver Island
and its necklace of smaller islands nearby. I couldn't exactly pick out
where Burnett Road was; the trees seem to block almost all the light in
that area, but I figured out a pretty good approximation of where it,
or at least Brooks Hill, was.

We were still awake a couple hours or so later, when we looked out and
tried to make sense of what we saw. Colin kept wanting to open the
window to see if he could catch a glimpse of the Aurora Borealis
(northern lights) as he had on this trip to Spain, but there were no
mystical dancing colors to be seen. However, there was clouds/water/ice
below us - what it was I could never quite decide, especially since the
texture would change and the flight status map wouldn't show us near
Greenland yet. I took some Benadryl and by the time we got to Iceland,
I was so out of it that when Colin tried to wake me up, excitedly
pointing out Rejkjavik, it was all I could do to say "mmph" and
promptly go back to sleep without looking out the window. Sometime
while we slept the sun "rose" in the west and we flew straight over
Moscow. I woke up a bit before Colin and sometime after Colin woke up,
I was able to crack open the window to see desert below. Soon we came
to the Himalayas which were, of course, awesome. Just as we were about
to hit the tarmac in New Delhi the sun was setting again.

Delhi
The first encounter on Indian soil was a mostly stressful experience
but not overly negative. We were made to fill out a form declaring that
yes, we were coming from a country where there were cases of the H1N1
flu and no, we hadn't had a fever in the last few days. There was a
queue where they checked with an infrared camera for anyone who might
be feverish before we went through the normal checkpoint. The bored guy
who scanned my passport and visa didn't say a word to me, merely
stamping it before shooing me on. Colin had a different story; his
passport was a couple years older than mine and showed a picture and
signature from high school. His signature on the entrance form was very
different from the one on the passport and the guard didn't think the
picture resembled Colin enough to be authentic. It took a long time, in
which I started to slightly panic and try to figure out what I'd do if
he wasn't let through. But thankfully, he was. Otherwise this would be
a very different story.

The bus ride took us right on the runways themselves to cross and get
to the domestic air terminal. When we stepped out, the heat, humidity,
and smells hit us full on. The limited experience I've had with India
so far involves very distinct spicy smells. I don't know how else to
describe them. To add to the sense of bizarreness, our soap reminds us
of green jello in look and smell.

That night, Wednesday night, was spent in the domestic terminal in New
Delhi. It was unwise to go out after the sun had set and our flight was
really early so trying to find a hotel room didn't make much sense
anyway. The security was different; there was no one else there at the
time so the guards were all clustered in groups. They ushered me to a
screening room for females where I was checked by a female guard who I
managed to understand when she asked "5:50 flight??" like "You're
seriously staying here until then?" We had 7 and a half hours to go.

The night was spent mostly staring into space or reading. Colin managed
an hour of sleep and I laid down for fifteen minutes with no success.
There was wireless and it was even free, but we didn't have the right
power adaptors and couldn't access the internet anyway; we had to have
a code sent as a text message to a cellphone. We did try sending it to
my US phone but it never came. The airport filled up with people as the
night wore on, but at first it was almost barren except for the
employees.

When the time finally dwindled down to less than two hours before
boarding time, we walked over to a sort of cafe and got coffees and
pastries for about 5 USD total. While it wasn't a full breakfast and my
paper cup leaked, it was delicious. I decided ahead of time I wasn't
going to even pretend to try to understand what exactly I ate here. We
got a fuller breakfast on the two-hour flight and one of the ladies
sitting near us was from Michigan and was visiting extended family near
Hyderabad with her husband who was also Indian and their two young
sons. The flight was largely uneventful which tends to be a good thing
for flights. We were served breakfast and I picked the omelet again.

Hyderabad
The first thing I noticed was that Hyderabad seemed significantly
cooler than Delhi at 6 in the morning had been. This is only relative
though; the humidity is quite high and it's usually in the 80s during
the day.

After disembarking, we really didn't have a clue how we were going to
get to the hotel. Magically, there was a sign saying “Mr. Colin
Alworth” and the guy led us to a car from the hotel. The ride into the
city was overwhelming (I can't think of any other word to describe
these first Indian encounters). Honking seems to be the way to alert
other drivers. I don't think they even have turn signals – they
certainly never use them. Some of the buses have “Please honk” written
on the back of them. When Colin asked a coworker what this really meant
(was it to be funny or was it serious?), the coworker didn't know. I
don't remember much of the rest of Thursday; jet lag had taken over by
then. I know there was some napping, Colin went to the office for a
couple of hours, and then it was bedtime.

7 August 2009 Friday
Today was Colin's first full day at work. Both of us were dealing with
stomach issues, mostly gas, all day. The power adaptor I had at the
hotel for my computer failed to work. The older, British version of
“Death at a Funeral” was on TV after dinner so we watched it. We
weren't very tired so we fell asleep around 2 am.

8 August 2009 Saturday
We slept in and missed the breakfast hours. I was feeling “cabin fever”
and finally got Colin to go with me outside. It was just a walk around
the block but for a first taste of being within the city it was
overwhelming. We didn't stop anywhere and no one grabbed at us. Later,
I didn't feel good so we stayed in the rest of the day. We also asked
for a new adaptor but didn't get it probably because they forgot about
it.

9 August 2009 Sunday
We went out to lunch across the street (the first time I'd eaten
outside of the hotel since we'd arrived) at a place that was called a
coffee shop. The two dishes were really spicy, but one more so than the
other. They were both different types of flat breads with different
sauces to dip into. Our mouths were on fire, our eyes were red, and I
was constantly blowing my nose. The price was roughly a third of what
lunch at the hotel would have been. There was some drizzle while we
were out and quite a bit of lightning at one point, but it never really
rained. When we came back in, it was Colin's turn to feel bad and we
ended up not going back out that day. I finally got a plug adaptor that
works!

10 August 2009 Today
Colin's boss had flown in during the night from visiting his family
elsewhere in India and he joined us for breakfast. I had my first
excursion out of the hotel without Colin. It was only two hours, at a
bookstore, but when the driver asked if I wanted to go back to the
hotel I said “yes” with relief. It's not that I don't like being out
there (haven't made up my mind yet), but it's just so overwhelming.
Everything here is overwhelming. I thought I'd have lots to write about
while being here but it turns out the problem is I simply can't seem to
make much sense of it myself, let alone come up with conclusions and
witty insights.

I spent more at the bookstore than I had intended to; I had told myself
to get only two or three books and then other things I liked. No one
thing was overly expensive to me and the books had prices that were
really attractive for an American bookworm. For 1822 rupees, or 38
dollars, I got six books, two notebooks, four pens, and nailclippers.
The most expensive book was 295 rupees, or just over 6 dollars and it's
the Hyderabad history book (“Hyderabad: A Biography” by Narendra
Luther). There's also an English-Hindi phrase book and a small travel
book on Hyderabad. I made sure not to get just non-fiction books
related to India; I got “Eat, Pray, Love” (Elizabeth Gilbert), “Setting
Free the Bears” (John Irving), and “Freakonomics” (Levitt and Dubner).

While normally I would have probably put back at least half the books,
the prices weren't the only reason I got so many; Colin insisted that
this is my vacation and I don't have to go and have a hair-raising
adventure every day. After all, I am traveling for four weeks and I
intend to do lots of reading during the much-needed downtime. I brought
very little but I did bring, along with the thick India travel guide,
three reading books and I'm almost done with the second one.
When I was back at the hotel room, someone dropped off an elaborate
flower basket that contains 13 roses and a cluster of white flowers.
They still had droplets clinging to their petals and there was no
indication of where they came from so I assumed it was normal hotel
business.
For lunch, I went back to the coffee shop and ordered one of the same
things we'd had yesterday – but asked for “not too spicy.” I was
surprised to find how quickly I've adapted to spice because I dipped
almost every piece in the sauces. It was very good. Along with a liter
of mineral water and a cup of coffee, the lunch was about 125 rupees –
a grand total of $2.50. When I walked back to the hotel, I realized I
had metal coins in the money belt. I had to pull it out of my pants and
fish them out, putting them in the basket before walking through the
metal detector. I smiled, showing that I realized the comic scene I
just gave them and they certainly acknowledged that yes, that was
rather silly. From now on, I'm putting the coins in my pocket. Coins
are worth no more than ten cents a piece, after all.
happy-go-lucky me
Aug. 3rd, 2009 @ 07:41 pm [Svegliarsi] 8/03/2009 06:40:00 PM
For those who don't already know, Colin and I are going to India.
Tomorrow night. There's general excitement, stress, and "what the heck
are we doing??" which Colin can easily answer "Work, work, work." Me?
I'm mostly just tagging along, having no real commitments until school
starts Wednesday, September 2nd. So yes, nearly a solid month of India
is quickly approaching.

It wasn't until less than a week ago we knew for certain we were going.
I'm already a bit hazy on exactly when the suggestion was made, but it
was roughly a week before that that Colin's bosses asked "Is your
passport up to date?" This resulted in a scramble to find it. That
weekend we made a trip south to Bloomington (I really needed more
clothes anyway) where we hung out with Susan, did tons of laundry, and
I grabbed whatever I thought might be needed.

We'd spent the following Tuesday getting the visas. Colin and I drove
downtown to drop off the forms and passports and had to scramble when
we found we went to the wrong address listed on the application ten
minutes before our appointment. Since he was the one who had to go, I
drove around in circles - downtown Chicago (first time actually) -
while he went in. Later that day I took the train and picked them up.
Apparently, a generic name like "Karen Larsen" takes longer to check
than a unique one like "Colin Alworth" because my email notifying the
visa was ready to be picked up came quite a bit later than Colin, much
to his nervousness. I hadn't taken my cellphone since you can't take
electronic devices and only a small lady's handbag is permitted. I
scribbled down some sudoku puzzles for the rides and only carried a
bright yellow folder in my hands. On the way back, I was hot and
thirsty so I grabbed a strange but tasty drink called Strawberry Pom
Smootea at an Argo Tea.

Wednesday night we went to the airport to get the tickets; the website
wouldn't deal with the travel vouchers Colin had gotten last December
from agreeing to wait for later flights from San Mateo. They needed to
be used soon before they expired. Thursday I got a camera at a local
store called Wolf Camera. I'd done some research and decided a Canon
point-and-shoot (SD1200 IS) would fit the bill. Initially, I was quite
happy with just ordering another Minolta Dimage X (or any of the newer
versions in that series) but Colin pointed out that there's been a lot
of development in digital cameras since I got my first one in 2003. I
could have ordered it online and fretted about when it'd get here, but
I wanted to test and play with it, especially since we were spending
the weekend in Duluth. I'm quite happy with it, don't have any
complaints so far and I've taken about 200 pictures.

Duluth was a whirlwind but, as always, it was great to see Colin's
family. Sure, there's the drama of the extended family but I knew
the "battlefield" and wasn't too affected. Finally got to meet Nina!
She's quite the energetic tomboy and I got lots of shots of her goofing
around with Colin. We had a boat tour along the shore Saturday. The
weekend was cool and cloudy, with some short thunderstorms and
rainshowers. Since India is going to be really hot and humid, Duluth
wasn't helping us prepare for it. But then again, what the heck would?
I spent a lot of time wrapped up in blankets and never took my
sweatshirt off except when we were at Nana's in the tropical heat. I
even slept with the bed electrically heated.

Most of my spare time has been spent reading, either online or print
books, about India. We will be mostly in Hyderabad, which is not touted
as a tourist city. It is also known as Cyberabad (cyber city); Colin
will be working in an area where there are 80,000 other programmers.
However, there are things to see and places to go in the area, it is
known for its fabulous food, and we know we are going to spend time in
at least Delhi and at the Taj Mahal on the weekends. I've skimmed a few
guidebooks (Lonely Planet's is by far the best) and other non-fiction.
I really enjoy reading "A Traveler's History of India" by Sinharaja
Tammita-Delgoda but it's a library book and I'm planning on taking very
little and mostly stuff I can leave behind. After all, stuff is cheap
there and I have only clothes appropriate for northern US colder
climate and society (shorts aren't worn in India). So my backpack is
all I'm carrying. To India. For a month.

I'm constantly wondering, "What the heck am I doing?" The answer: Going
off on an adventure (with the love of my life during monsoon season to
the most foreign land I've been to yet that had never really been on my
list of places to visit).
happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 22nd, 2009 @ 06:42 pm [Svegliarsi] Crap versus Quality
I just came home from the local library where I got to check things out
for the first time! Quite excited to enjoy the books, with the topics
being India and the origin of American English language (not in the
same book). I had also picked up some DVDs which I hope Colin will
like. Burn After Reading definitely, Pursuit of Happyness maybe, and
The Darjeeling Limited? Probably not, but who knows? I seem to have a
soft spot for picking up those movies with skeptical quality ...

I was catching up on my feeds, mostly of the library flavor, when I
suddenly felt the urge to click on the tvguide.com browser tab. Now,
why? Why, in the face of such treasures I'd been so excited about just
moments before? Why, in the face of intriguing, career-related posts
including news of the LOC trying out cloud storage?

So the fact that I'd been sitting reading for two hours about North
Korea and then sampling a bunch of books could have something to do
with it. Perhaps my mind desired some wandering and easy entertainment.
Junk food instead of whole grains. No matter how yummy and good for me
the grains are ... sometimes I just gotta have the stuff that is pretty
much worthless for me.

This laziness, opting for the easier path with more immediate reward,
is both beneficial and detrimental for humankind as evidenced by our
ability to use brains to make tools and tasks easier and faster, and
the abundance of quick-fix, get-rich, etc. promises. My philosophy for
most things in life is simple: balance. This means watching an
irresistable episode of NCIS (with a blurb mentioning a frozen guy
coming back to life, could you resist?) while looking to do some
dishes, read "Made in America: An Informal History of the English
Language in the United States" ... that is, depending on when Colin is
done at work for the day and I pick him up.
happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 13th, 2009 @ 01:08 pm [Svegliarsi] Tales of Worms, Tadpoles, and a Rabbit
This is an extremely large post, and for that I apologize. I hope that
the clean breaks help. I wrote two-thirds one day and then the
remaining didn't get finished until six days later. I'm quickly
(hopefully) relearning how to plan blogposts again. Of course, read
any/all/none of wildlife stories as you wish, but my personal favorite
is the bunny. I came across a cute overload today that makes me believe
the bunny was much less than a week old.

Bucket of worms:

Among the crazy things that have happened over the last year, there
have been a series of not-so-hidden attempts at keeping pets, starting
with last year's tadpoles who had a happy ending. In August I decided
to do more green things, so when I visited the Alworth family, they
happily gave me a bucket of redworms for vermicomposting. I've grown up
used to recycling and composting, but composting in a small apartment
with no yard was a challenge I waited to tackle until I had some time
to do research in the summer. I have always been amazed at how
much "garbage" I manage to prevent from ending up in the trashcan.
Still, I continue to be baffled at how to best take care of worms but
since they've managed to live quite happily so far, I'm not too worried.

When I had to move out of my apartment, I tackled my worm bin, which
had occupied space under the kitchen island for ten months. This turned
out to be much harder and took longer than I'd anticipated, because it
was more mud than dirt. I'd noticed the wet problem a couple weeks
earlier but hadn't done anything with it (both because I was busy and
didn't know quite what I was supposed to do). It was actually fun to
spread it out on a plastic sheet on the kitchen floor and pick up
clumps, finding a mass of squirming worms on the bottom (they get away
from any light as fast as they can since it can kill them). These worms
did just fine of a diet consisting mainly of eggshells (which you could
still see chunks of) and coffee grounds. The mostly worm-free mud (it
was impossible to get them all) I gave to Susan, who was happy to have
it for her garden. The worms went north to Colin's new apartment in the
bucket they came in many generations earlier.

Orphaned bunny:

Laura and Mom came to pick me up right after winter semester classes
ended and we took a car trip to Georgia (this itself should be a
separate post). They dropped me off in Bloomington the Sunday before my
birthday. The next day, I decided to walk to campus. My internet wasn't
working that day and I'd left my netbook cord in the last hotel we'd
stayed at, so I was carrying my heavy laptop and it was hot. When I was
almost to campus, I noticed something alive, pink, and squirming on the
sidewalk. It took me awhile to figure out what it was; I realized it
wouldn't survive if I left it, so I picked it up and a closer look at
its ears confirmed that it was a very young bunny rabbit. It was less
than a week old and I still can't fathom how it got where it was; there
were no bushes or covering anywhere near it. Since I didn't have
internet at home, I decided to try my luck at the library and pressed
on, cupping the bunny in my hands to keep it as warm as I could. No one
really seemed to have more than a passing interest in why I was holding
my hands like that in front of me.

One of the benefits of being a library student, you get to know the
people who work in the university libraries. So I walked up to the main
desk and said to a classmate I'd had "Okay, don't freak out, but I have
a baby bunny and I have no clue what to do with it." He and another guy
cooed over it before suggesting I take it to the zoology department. I
walked there but they weren't able to help at all (in fact, the guy who
I ultimately talked to that was supposed to help said "oh we can't have
those in here, get out" and wouldn't even give any suggestions).

Back at the main library, I looked online (while I hid the bunny in the
roll of my shirt on my belly) and found out it's illegal to care for
wild animals and very very hard to raise wild baby rabbits. There was
an address and phone number for a wildlife rehabilitator so I went home
and put the bunny in a box with a warm water bottle and a t-shirt,
called the place, and then drove over to drop it off. They said it
would have my name (they don't name their animals but distinguish them
by the names of the people who bring them) yet it was too early to tell
how it was doing. Online, I found out if it squirms, it is not too
stressed but it is very easy for them to be stressed and they are very
sensitive to it. Sometimes it just rested but many times it would
wiggle to get closer to my hand for warmth or to just plain wiggle,
especially when I had it in the box. I also know it wasn't severely
dehydrated. So I was optimistic. However, I never did call to visit or
find out about it; I want to think happy endings.

It was strange; I had very strong desire to protect it when I saw it. I
vaguely thought about diseases and whatnot when I picked it up, but
they were overwhelmed with what probably is a mothering instinct. And
usually I don't find myself overly fond of rabbits. Young ones, like
most furry babies, are really cute, but I never thought rabbits were
nice and never wanted one as a pet. Also, I'm quite familiar with their
notorious ability to breed plenty of offsprings. Even though not all of
them make it to adulthood, they still manage to run rampant quite
easily. So, while my reactions were not entirely surprising, their
intensity was.

Tadpoles, version 2009:

Colin was visiting me the weekend before I went to Georgia and we
decided to try our luck at raising tadpoles again. We went back to the
same puddle and collected about 12 small ones. It seems really strange
that they would be planted there; it's a very barren mud puddle is in
a "parking lot" that gets a lot of traffic. We didn't collect any big
ones because last year the biggest died very quickly and we figured if
we can catch them when they're little we can make sure they're better
nourished. Again, we had no clue what species they were; they could
have been salamanders, even
(http://thelivingclassroom.wordpress.com/2007/10/23/tadpoles-salamanders-tomato-tamato/).
Since we (or rather, I) had named most of the ones last year after the
seven dwarfs, this year I named them after Disney princesses. It was a
fun challenge trying to come up with a dozen princesses, including
Mulan and Pocahontas.

Since I was heading on a road trip, Colin took them home for the first
couple of weeks. And the results were making him believe he was a
horrible tadparent; they kept dying. I still suspect that there was
some disease or other uncontrollable factor in play. Colin said, "Maybe
we weeded out all the good tadpoles last year." Some of them were still
alive when I visited him and took them home, but by Memorial Day
weekend, we had one. In fact, there were two when I started north to
get Colin on our way to Michigan City but the smaller one died in
transit. The last one was the biggest, bigger than any of last year's,
earning her the title "Princess Fiona." Her size is the leading clue
that they were probably toads instead of treefrogs. But we'll never
know because she died while we were at the McBrides' beach condo.
Although somewhat discouraged, the emotions weren't as bad as when they
first started dying. The whole story and how much was our "fault" will
never be known but I, at least, am not completely discouraged from
trying it again. I say "fault" because, remember, they were in a very
poor location and had an extremely low chance of making it to healthy
adulthood in the first place.
happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 2nd, 2009 @ 11:00 pm [Svegliarsi] Marmots of an undetermined species
Warning: I wrote this about three weeks ago but found it dry and long
even for me, so I didn't want to feel guilty posting and boring people
just when they are like "whoa! post from karen! finally!" So since I
just posted a better first finally post, I don't feel as bad.

For those who decide TLDR: Basically I am talking about weird mammals I
saw a year ago near my old apartment and how I couldn't figure out what
they were. Probably marmots. There's also lots of librarian thoughts
about trying to find out what it was.

Last summer was the first time I noticed a pair of strange furry
creatures at a heritage farm called Hinkle-Garton Farm near my
apartment complex. I saw them multiple times on my walk to and from
school but never got a close-up view. I was surprised that any mammals
larger than a rat would be living there; there are very busy roads,
train tracks, and many buildings in the immediate vicinity. For me,
it's similar to seeing a turkey downtown. Colin joked I that I must be
making them up, until he saw them himself.

I wasn't sure what they were - pictures online of woodchucks and
prairie dogs didn't look right. I'm familiar with beavers and felt
certain they were not those; this was confirmed when I spotted the
decidedly skinny furry tail. I was fairly confident they wasn't any
other aquatic mammal such as muskrats. Further Google image searching
led me astray to wild ideas such as the nutria (eradicated a few
decades ago from Indiana) and capybara (found only in Central and South
Americas).

The one trait that was unique was the shape of their heads. It's not at
all like the round ones found in the pictures of woodchucks but much
more like the angular ones of the capybara. I discovered the woodchuck
is a type of marmot and felt like I was getting somewhere when I saw
pictures of other marmot species with the right head shapes. However, I
only found instances of high mountain-dwelling types.

There is a library-related tangent to this post topic beyond mapping a
research attempt: the value of niceness. One surprisingly helpful
resource was Yahoo answers, which I've bumped into many times in other
research. The particular page was started with a person who seems dumb
since he/she was wondering if it was a capybara and hadn't been able to
find information online. This earned him/her ridicule from some people
who answered but the best answer gave conducive guidance. I wouldn't be
surprised if this person was a public librarian; no matter what you
think of the person asking you the question or the question itself,
your goal is always to give them the answers they're looking for (which
is commonly not the direct answer to their question, but found through
what librarians call "reference interviews" since people frequently
don't know exactly what they're looking for, even if they think they
do). Being nice and helping people who ask for your help is not only
common courtesy but a habit that benefits everyone. Seth Godin (who
writes blog posts much more frequently than I do) stresses the value of
niceness:
it doesn't matter who's "right". What matters is that giving people the
benefit of the doubt and treating them with respect is not only more
fun, it works better too.
If I'm arguing only for my personal gain, I would have had a harder
time searching for the answer to my very similar inquiry if the person
hadn't answered.

The search of the elusive furry neighbors remains inconclusive, but I'm
happy (for now) to call them "marmots of an undetermined species".
happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 2nd, 2009 @ 10:48 pm [Svegliarsi] New places, new dramas
So finally summer vacation is here! I just finished the final project
for my summer class this afternoon. Scary to think it's the last, but I
think it's mainly because change of any kind tends to be at least a
little scary. And it's gonna be short - 7 weeks left, I read in the
Indiana Daily Student this week.

Lots of changes have been happening, including officially moving into
my new room across town yesterday (I actually first slept here two days
before that). Fountain Park, the big ginornous apartment complex, told
me I couldn't live there for only six months. Twelve, maybe ten, but
not six! Even though they happily let me move in with a signed
six-months' lease in the first place. So started a long arduous journey
to find another place to set up my stuff for the last semester of grad
school. Lots of trawling through ads, craigslist, and campus site for
housing. It'd be fun to count all the emails I sent and either didn't
get a response or they replied with a "no." Not really.

There was a house with a room for only the fall semester. Perfect, even
very close to campus. I even went to check it out. Problem was that
right then I was waiting to hear if I had landed a dream summer
internship at Yellowstone NP (I didn't get it). I was told I'd be
called if the other person moved forward on the offer. The next week,
when I finally got the Yellowstone response, I emailed back and found
out that the other person had grabbed it up the day after I was there.
I did have misgivings about the extremely small kitchen for five girls
(most undergrads), but I was gonna take anything except frat/sorority
crap at this point.

Another offer was a guy who was looking for roommates but he didn't
currently live in Bloomington. I still don't know where he actually was
living, but his job was going to relocate him here and he was always
running around on business trips and it was hard to get ahold of him. I
did meet up with him and liked him but the house was not a done deal;
it turned out the people who lived there (and owned the house) didn't
actually know if they were going to rent it out. In the end, they
didn't and I wished the guy good luck.

At the same time, I was juggling an offer from a recent SLIS alumnus,
Duane. Turned out we had been there together last winter before he
graduated but apparently never really met. He was info sci not library
sci, so really not a surprise. His house was outside of the city
limits, about five miles from campus, but the price was right and he
was willing to let me stay there for just six months (after I offered
to pay two extra months' rent, which is a deal at this point). The
previous roomie had moved out abruptly and he wanted to keep up with
his mortgage payments. So here I am, living with two guys.

Oh, and neither are Duane. I have yet to meet him in person; he's got a
job in England. The two others are Robbie and Chris, both journalism
majors (Chris undergrad, Robbie is working on his master's). Robbie
also has a teenaged son, Tim, who is hanging around for the summer. The
two of them plus Duane's ten-year-old dog Hank spend most of the time
on a boat. I still think it's weird, being so into sailing and living
here. All the lakes bigger than a pond are man-made and are or were the
city's reservoirs. Lake Monroe, the biggest, is fairly large but it's
still smaller than Lake Charlevoix. There's another unofficial
housemate, Ray, who acts like he owns the place ... I don't understand
the whole situation, but Robbie allowed sailing people to stay in his
master bedroom and Ray just hasn't exactly left since he was first here
two months ago. He isn't here every night but I don't really care for
him. Apparently he has a girlfriend that I know was here last night but
I only saw her car and flip flops as evidence.

I bump into Chris the most. He likes to talk and although he has very
different views and opinions, I certainly don't mind listening. He
usually sits in the middle of the big couch with his laptop and tv on.
Since he saw the new Star Trek movie, he's been watching a lot of
episodes. Between Whitney, Colin, and Chris, I'm feeling my disinterest
(not dislike) won't survive much longer...

I don't plan on staying away as long this time, but things never go
according to plans. (Do you ever wonder if we just planned for the
opposite of what we want to happen, things would end up going the way
we want?)
happy-go-lucky me
Aug. 1st, 2008 @ 04:15 pm [Svegliarsi] Green is Good
I freed Tim, Tum, and One-Eyed Bill today. Now there is just Tom left.
Tom was the last tadpole and was still water-bound when I went to bed
last night. This morning, he wasn't in the water but I managed to find
the froglet hiding under a crate but alive and happy to see me. I also
finally found the remnants of the one that escaped a couple days
ago ... I've been writing responses and thoughts for the book I'm
reading (Animal, Vegetable, Miracle) as well as the exciting things I'm
trying out such as homemade laundry detergent and composting. It is too
much to put here - basically, my mind is continually exploding with
Kingsolver's amazing writing ability and the knowledge I'm gaining. I'm
not completely naive and ignorant of the harm caused by our society, I
even knew that eating food grown closer to home was a good idea. Yet
somehow knowing more of the details and the timing in my life of
reading this book really makes it powerful.While I had planned to work
on my last assignment and get some important errands done, I ended up
wandering in the ravine after freeing the frogs instead. It was very
therapeutic is one way to put it. I emerged a couple hours later with
feet still drying from wading, a potful of dirt and worms, spiderweb
and mosquito bites in various places, mud on my knees and hands, and,
most importantly, a huge grin on my face. I didn't realize how much I
have been craving true greenery. I have not been sleeping well most of
this week but I can't tell if it's just from my allergies and some
strange stress or what. Now, quite a bit rejuvenated in spirit and
mind, I will tackle the homework and chores I should get done before
Colin arrives in roughly six hours.
happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 27th, 2008 @ 06:01 pm [Svegliarsi] Hair and Hoppers
(Photos posted at LiveJournal this time.)I figured it was about time to
upload those highly demanded hair photos. It's been about a month so
the obnoxiously too short hairs are much better and I've had to trim my
bangs, faux side burns (not sure what else to call them), and the hair
on my neck, which was starting to bother me in this heat. The one
above, is the before picture, if you haven't figured it out already.
The following are the after shot (oh so short! scandalous!), a shot
inspired by Whitney, and the last is an unrelated picture of Happy and
Grumpy, before they are set free in the ravine behind my building. I am
raising treefrogs who climb anything as high as they can. Aren't they
cute?! We set Doc free Friday and Dopey today. Hungry will be next.
Nemo aka Bashful escaped in Colin's kitchen and successfully evaded
recapture. The last dwarf, Sleepy aka One-Eyed Bill, may remain in
captivity because of his impediments which make us suspicious of his
ability to survive in the wild. Next up - the four Tiny T's (Tim, Tom,
Tam, and Tum) which all have their backlegs now. My, how fast they grow
up and hop away.
happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 27th, 2008 @ 05:23 pm Hair and Hoppers


I figured it was about time to upload those highly demanded hair photos.  It's been about a month so the obnoxiously too short hairs are much better and I've had to trim my bangs, faux side burns (not sure what else to call them), and the hair on my neck, which was starting to bother me in this heat.  The one above, is the before picture, if you haven't figured it out already.  The following are the after shot (oh so short!  scandalous!), a shot inspired by Whitney, and the last is an unrelated picture of Happy and Grumpy, before they are set free in the ravine behind my building.  I am raising treefrogs who climb anything as high as they can.  Aren't they cute?!  We set Doc free Friday and Dopey today.  Hungry will be next.  Nemo aka Bashful escaped in Colin's kitchen and successfully evaded recapture.  The last dwarf, Sleepy aka One-Eyed Bill, may remain in captivity because of his impediments which make us suspicious of his ability to survive in the wild.  Next up - the four Tiny T's (Tim, Tom, Tam, and Tum) which all have their backlegs now.  My, how fast they grow up and hop away.





happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 10th, 2008 @ 09:48 pm [Svegliarsi] Today was not my day.
You know those days when all the little things go wrong and it seems
like evidence to support an overwhelming feeling that the world is
constantly spiting you?I woke up to find the two tadpoles that had all
four legs had died overnight. One had been hopping and climbing over
everything when I went to bed. I was so excited, so finding that they
had drowned (I suspect) even though they could have easily sat on the
dry part of the incline (stupid animals) was not a way I wanted to
start my day. My computer froze up on me twice while I was trying to
get the internet to work. I didn't have time to make coffee. Then my
shoe broke in the heel on the way to school. The rubber part just split
in half. We had a guest speaker (we get a lot of them) who works at the
law library. First of all, it was very dry and I wasn't certain I'd
ever even really want to know what she told us. But the worse was that
she SHOUTED the whole lecture for an hour. Then I didn't have enough
change or any one-dollar bills to get the chocolate or a drink from the
vending machine so I got cheez-its which probably didn't help my
thirst. Between the thirst, heat, and shouting librarian, I inevitably
got a headache. I couldn't get a CD to burn or find a crucial piece of
information for my homework while on the computer in the gov't info
library. The heat really got to me on the walk home. Watching "Hearts
in Atlantis" didn't really cheer me up at all. Things only got better
after staring at the live tadpoles and giving into the urge to get some
root beer and ended up trying a new kind that is actually kind of
awesome. And the fact that Colin was finally available to chat tonight
is not to be overlooked. Please, please, please let tomorrow be better!
happy-go-lucky me
Jul. 8th, 2008 @ 10:45 pm [Svegliarsi] My Fourth of July
I got my haircut last Wednesday. Super short too! Possibly Lenya short,
or, if you don't know Lenya, it's the same length as a many boy
haircuts. I sent pictures to Becca and Colin's sisters that night. All,
including Colin's mom, thought it was cute. My new friends down here
didn't think I was ugly; "ooo look at you!" Then Colin came to visit
Thursday night. I was excited and really missed him, so much that I had
to run out to the road a couple of times. Then I saw his car turn all
the way down at the intersection and just watched as I could tell he
tried to figure out if it was me or not. "Who are you?" I asked if he
liked it and he said something about it being different. Still shocked,
I guess. But not terribly, since we'd decided not to tell the other
when we were getting our haircuts and just surprise each other whenever
it might be. I'm pretty sure he likes it now; he can actually play with
it and play with it he does. Plus, more kissing spots available. I kind
of miss my long hair but I sure love how easy it is to wash now.

Friday (the fourth) we went hiking. It rained some but it was a nice place.
There were a gazillion sinkholes in the park and we went into a cave
too. I didn't want to go very far in, but Colin managed to coax me
quite a ways before I scurried back to the safely daylighted opening.
We hiked more than the listed miles because the trails all loop into
one another and run into roads and stuff. We saw a lot of cute little
toads and a couple of this weird insect that closely resembled a rose
chafer but bigger with a fatter butt.Friday night we stopped at a movie
theatre that I'd spotted on the way to the trail. If it was less than
$8 (roughly the price of the theatre in Lisle), we were going to see
Wall-E. Well, it was and the movie is AWESOME. Hands down one of the
best movies I've seen in awhile. And, with me getting like 3 or 4
movies a week, watching something about 2 out of 3 nights, I've been
watching quite a lot. I don't think I have anything to complain about
when it comes to Wall-E.

Saturday we went hiking in another park nearby (Yellowwood Lake). We were going to do a trail but the actual parking area was on a road that was blocked off. At the ranger station, they told us the trail was do-able; the road was closed because they did
construction on the dam during the week but it was fine to go back
there on the weekend. We went back and attempted to hike but found it
too overgrown and watching our every step for poison ivy for over six
miles didn't appeal to us. It was well-traveled, but we were wearing
shorts. We did do some hiking on the "shore" of the lake (the water
level was really low, the opposite of most Hoosier lakes right now)
near the campground where people were continuing or wrapping up their
holiday festivities. Day-hiking was a Plan C for us; we were going to
backpack, but it takes more prepping and equipment than we had and we
were both pretty busy (yes, I was, for once - I had a fairly large
assignment, reading, and a presentation to put together that week). So
I was like "Let's just try to focus on having a good weekend and not
make it stressful." Plan B was car-camping. That fell through mainly
because of the quick switching of gears and the impossibility of
finding a site even less than an hour of check-in at one of like two
campgrounds that supposedly had spots that weekend. It was
first-come-first-serve. Then it was Colin's time to say "Let's make it
simpler." Anyway, just walking near the campground on Saturday made us
thankful we dumped Plan B; people were cranky and noisy and, well, just
plain annoying.

When we got back to the car, we decided to catch
tadpoles and put them in an empty tupperware. We caught fifteen, four
which already had back legs, and then researched online how to keep
them alive while we kept squealing about how cute they were. The two
most advanced died within 24 hours but the others have been wiggling
happily around. One sprouted its front legs today so it got to go to
the teenager tadpole pool and have it all to itself. I can see where
its lungs are developing. Even if most, or any, don't make it, I won't
be too sad; I know there's a high mortality rate for tadpoles in the
wild. That's why there's so many that grow at the same time. It would
be great to help the amphibious population though (they're probably
toads, but they could be any kind of frog, newt, salamander,
who-knows-what). Sunday we just bummed out around my apartment. There
were many reasons, such as me not feeling so great, it be really hot,
and we being tired of chasing stupid trails.

Sunday night we hung out
with Matt Vazquez and his brother Tim. Matt, or Skez as he is usually
known, is helping with some research project at IU for his SIP a few
weeks this summer. Something to do with verbs, children's lit, and
psychology. It's neat that he's in town. We watched "Nosferatu" which
is a German silent movie about Dracula. The boys kept adding their own
subtitles. I enjoyed it, even if I can't tell where the historical
intrigue ended and simple fun (if any) began.Monday (yesterday) I was
still not feeling great when I woke up. Mostly fatigue and some
dizziness, and I suspect it's probably allergies. Then Colin left. Then
I watched "Ferris Bueller's Day Off" and did some homework. Today was
hot. I had class. The guest speaker was boring. I doodled a LOT. Then I
did some homework in the library. It was still hot when I walked home.
I changed the tadpoles' water again and ate dinner while watching "Hang
Up." Now I'm tired of typing. I hope you all enjoyed this update.
happy-go-lucky me
May. 16th, 2008 @ 05:20 pm [Svegliarsi] I will NOT walk 500 hundred miles
Today has not been my day. In fact, it hasn't been my week. Which
double sucks because my birthday was on Tuesday and it should have been
an AWESOME week. My typical week (if there is such a thing - maybe I
should say "on average") usually starts out kind of crappy and sludges
through the middle okay and then about Thursday or Friday - or
Saturday, things start looking cheerful and bright and sunny.
The "sunny" part is literal for the last couple of weeks actually. It's
been raining for days and nights on end most of the time I've actually
been here. Cold for May, too. I would trek home, arrive in soaked
pants, then relieve my misery by taking a hot shower, putting on warm
fuzzies, and drinking hot cocoa.Anyway, enough about the weather. Back
to me. So I'd been really needing an oil change and my brakes have been
acting funky. I could stop okay, it was just with lots of complaints -
squeaking and shuddering. I don't know much about cars (they get me
from point a to point b) but I was pretty sure that brakes weren't
supposed to act like that. Colin and Dad had differing opinions of what
might have been the problem, which I found slightly confusing ("there's
more than one brake thingy?") but it turned out it was a brake thingy.
Deciphering the Midas check sheets, the brake fluid was low, and rotors
(I think the front ones) were very rusty and brake pads (again, front
ones) needed to be replaced too. I was holding my breath when they
rattled off what was going to be fixed, praying it didn't cost as much
as my dad said it might. It didn't - less than half of that. Still,
having a car is one of the easiest ways to burn money.So all was dandy.
I even got a ride to the library to work. A couple hours later, they
called and said it was ready, so I walked back. My plan was to drive it
back to my apartment then take the bus or walk back to campus and work
the rest of the day. Things never go according to plan. I got to Midas
and when I was trying to pay, I found out that neither of my cards
would work. Well, that was annoying, but then again I've never paid
such a high sum at once before. I called one of the banks which
required an account number I didn't have with me and I didn't have the
number for the other bank. So I said I'd try to go work it out and I'd
be back later.I went and checked the balance at bank #1. It was lower
than what I was trying to pay Midas. So then I walked back to campus
and decided I would work until the 3:15 bus to my apartment. Back home,
I tried to transfer money into the account so that it would be enough
(and more). I did it online and even called to double-check that it
would work before walking back to Midas. They said it would after 4 so
I hung out for a few minutes, finally squeezing some time in to talk to
Colin, then headed back out the door. Midas tried the card again.
Declined again. I was ready to scream. So I called the bank - again -
and after them being catty with me, they said it should work in another
20 minutes. I sat for twenty minutes and stared with glazed eyes at the
TV that was tuned into "My First House." In addition to the payment
mess, I had gotten up and out the door earlier than I had in months,
walked in circles, and hadn't had a moment to relax (I even ate lunch
while I edited and manned the phone - I was bribed by a cupcake while
everyone else went to lunch at once). 21 minutes later (just to make
sure it would work), we tried it again. I was honestly more surprised
than anything else when it actually worked. I left weary but relieved,
in a car that was very happy.In all, I worked 4.5 hours today and
walked probably no less than 8 miles. On the plus side, I finished "The
Gospel According to Luke" which was ... entertaining, but I'm excited
to be able to move onto "The Book Thief" which was a birthday present
to myself. And I can't think how miserable it would have been to do
this in cold wind and rain like we had yesterday. And now my car has
normal brakes! I still find myself coasting and being real gentle to
them though. Probably a good habit, both for gas and brakes, but it's
nice to know that I can slam on them if I need to without them slipping
like they did just this morning.Colin is coming down tomorrow! Yay! And
he's not bringing his laptop or going to do any work while he's here!
Yay! Next weekend, we go North to see people we love and have an
amazing time! Yay!
happy-go-lucky me
May. 15th, 2008 @ 09:01 am [Svegliarsi] Stupid mornings.
In the morning, one must be allowed to put the syrup in the
refrigerator, it must be physically impossible to spill coffee in your
bag and on the carpet, and the bus must be timed so that it reaches
your stop whenever you show up.And I had made a nine o'clock
appointment for an oil change and brake check tomorrow. I must be
insane.
happy-go-lucky me

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